The journey continue
Searching for my own truth
On the way meeting people
That come with me for a bit
Then they go and vanished
making me feel sad
It is like to be abandoned
In every single time
I am in pursuit of love
For someone who will stay with me
Who will love me for who I am
And not an image they want me to be
I find some love sometimes
But it is for a short period
I find a circle that welcome me
And make me feel loved
But once it is over
That love slowly vanished
Only at some small version
I can feel that love again
I feel desperate inside
Because I am not understood
I feel crushed inside
My heart have broken veins
All I just want in life
Is to feel real love
To feel I can be myself
Without restraint or drama
I don't want to struggle anymore
I want to find peace
I want to rest for a while
And enjoy friends and love
The one I always dreamed
And that is unrealizable
Because I crumble
Under the infinite of mask
The one I was teach to wear
The one a learn to build
I got reed of them
But nobody see me
It is like been invisible
When I try to say what I need
People do not see me
And I melt into my pain
I hope someone will notice
And help me stand up
I still hope to get loved
And rise a smile on my face
23.11.2025