What did I do

Did I do something wrong
To be challenged like this ?
I never been in a gang
So what did I miss ?

I always try to listen
And respect the rules
Always asked permission
Even if I feel like a fool

Of course I made mistake
But it is not like I wanted too
Didn't have what it's take
To wrap my feelings too.

So why those obstacles ?
What do I need to burn ?
Can I ask an oracle
The lesson I need to learn ?

I know the difficult moments
Bring at the surface awareness
I have to listen those instant
And bring in front my willingness

To reaper my mistakes
To ask to forgive me
Do whatever it's take
To get the truth out of me

That my way to redemption
I have to be strong for me
The road needs some action
To bring peace in me.

20.09.2023